The beginning of tomorrow is always begun through the end of today, and it is sometimes difficult to trust in the rising sun while one watches the moon fall. Yet trust in a better tomorrow is what fuels us all to continue, to trudge through the turmoil because we know that triumph may be just around the corner. However, once we have tasted victory it becomes harder to accept defeat; comparably, once we know a shortcut it becomes difficult to enjoy the longer road, often less traveled.
Once we become comfortable with our surroundings we begin to see the shortcut in every scenario, eventually losing sight of where we came from or where we were going, focusing instead on our daily selfishness. I found myself in this situation. I wasn't going where I wanted and I wasn't even sure where I was, all I understood was the mechanics of the world I had created for myself. By breaking free of my own controlled environment I hoped to find some sort of inner peace or greater understanding; unfortunately I neglected to fully realize the role I that I played in many others lives. I deeply regret the callous and abrupt nature in which I left my many friends and family without properly explaining my reasons and desires; even being so selfish as to silence myself,albeit unknowingly, right before I left.
I am sorry. Yet I do not regret. I love those who love me and hope for your understanding and forgiveness.
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We all do well to follow our inner voice. Continue to seek your peace, your greater understanding. Those of us who love you, either or both of you, wish you well and ultimately will understand.
ReplyDeleteGo forth.
Blessed be.